Whatever He Told Me, He Made Me.

The lessons I kept, the things I am still unlearning, and the voice I am slowly making my own.

There is a sentence in Italian that has lived inside me for as long as I can remember.

A fare le cose fatte male e a farle bene ci vuole lo stesso tempo. Tanto vale farle bene la prima volta.

Doing something badly or doing it well takes the same amount of time. So you might as well do it right the first time.

My father said this so many times that I stopped hearing it as a lesson and started hearing it as a standard. A quiet rule written somewhere deep inside me. A voice that shows up without being invited.

I hear it when I walk into Healthy Italia and a label is crooked on a shelf. When an email goes out with a typo. When a class is set up in a rush and someone chose the easier version instead of the right one.

Most people would not notice.

I always notice.

Because my father is the kind of man who taught me that the way you do something is never just about that thing. It is about who you are. It is about the respect you give to every small act, because small acts carry your name.

He is right about that. Completely, entirely right.

And it is not only about work. He has always pushed me to be a better person too. To be at service. To show up fully, without complaining, without waiting to be asked, without letting people see that you would rather be somewhere else.

I remember being a little girl at Sunday Mass. In Italy, when you are sitting near the center of the church, there is a moment in the service when someone is supposed to bring the gifts, the bread and the wine, up to the altar. It is a small thing. A gesture of participation. Of being present and willing.

I never wanted to do it.

A couple of times it was clearly my turn, and I stayed in my seat. I looked away. I let the moment pass.

On the way home, my father was furious. He looked at me and said something I have never forgotten: when it is your turn to be at service, you do it. You do it without questioning. You do it without complaining. And you do it with joy, like you mean it. Because if you do it showing everyone that you would rather not, you might as well have stayed home.

He was right.

The contradiction, and I say this with love, is that my father himself never brought the gifts to the altar. He never stood up to read at Mass. He is the one who taught me a lesson he had not fully applied to himself.

But that is the thing about the people who shape us. They teach you the person they wish they were, alongside the person they actually are. And sometimes the teaching lands deeper precisely because you can see the gap.

What I took from that Sunday, and from every version of that lesson that followed, is something I carry into Healthy Italia every single day. When I teach a class, I am fully there. When I greet a customer, I mean it. When someone needs something from me, I try to give it like it is the thing I most want to do in that moment. My father calls it being at service. I call it the standard he put inside me.

He also taught me something he called rubare con gli occhi. To steal with your eyes.

It means you learn by watching. You observe the person who knows how to do something, how they move, how they decide, how they carry themselves in a room, and you quietly take that lesson with you. Because nobody is going to stop and teach you everything. You have to build your education from what you observe, not only from what you are told.

I have built almost everything in my life this way. Cooking. Business. How to read a room, how to lead, how to belong somewhere before you feel like you belong.

Before I had credentials, I had eyes. Before I had confidence, I had observation. Before I had permission, I had attention.

That skill, the one my father gave me without probably realizing how deeply I took it, has been worth more to me than any degree, any certificate, any title I could have earned in a classroom.

And this connects to the most important thing my father has ever taught me, which is not a sentence at all. It is a behavior.

He teaches by example.

When words alone did not work, he showed me instead. He found teachers to teach me English after school when I was still in elementary school. When I was too young to understand why it mattered and eventually gave up, he did not give up. He took me with him on business trips around the world. He let me see, with my own eyes, what it meant to move through a room in another language. To negotiate. To connect. To belong somewhere far from home.

He always says: you need to teach by example. And most of the time, he is the example.

That is why the English lesson eventually took. Not in a classroom. In the world. Because he showed me what was possible before he asked me to believe in it.

There was one exception to all of this, one area where the standard somehow did not apply, and thinking about it now still makes me smile because it reveals everything about the beautiful contradiction that my father is.

School.

He always told me I studied too much. That I was overdoing it, pushing too hard, wasting energy on books that did not need that level of attention from me. He would say, with complete sincerity, that if he had studied as hard as I did, he would have become at least an astronaut by now.

An astronaut.

I think about that sentence often. The man who demanded excellence in everything told me I was being excessive in my pursuit of it. The same man who taught me that good enough is never enough told me I was studying too much.

That is my father. Full of standards. Full of contradictions. And somehow, both things at once make perfect sense coming from him.

Now, the English he pushed me to learn came with something he did not plan for. Something I have spent years trying to make peace with.

My Italian accent.

When I arrived in America and the language started to become mine, the accent came along for the ride. And for a long time, that accent felt like a problem. Like something that arrived without my permission and announced, every time I opened my mouth, that I was from somewhere else. That I belonged somewhere else. I worried it made me sound less credible. Less serious. Like I was still in the process of arriving.

People would tell me they loved it. That the music of it was something they could listen to for hours. And I would smile and feel uncomfortable, because what I heard underneath those compliments was: you are different. You are still from somewhere else.

What I am learning, slowly, in the way I learn most things, is that the accent is not a flaw in my translation. It is the original. It is proof that I came from somewhere real, and that I chose to build something somewhere new, and that both of those things are true at the same time.

The accent is not a problem to fix. It is part of who I am. It is mine.

And my father, actually, is the reason I have it, because he pushed me toward the language, even if the accent was the part that came along for the ride.

Now for the harder part.

My father also told me, at some point, that I could not be beautiful, smart, and rich. The message was closer to: you are probably not any of them, so be realistic about what you are reaching for.

He told me I would die poor, because I spent too freely. What he saw as recklessness was, in my own understanding, generosity. I was always spending on other people, on gestures, on care. That part I carry differently.

Those sentences were painful. The kind that do not land all at once. They land slowly, over years, in the quiet moments when you are already doubting yourself and then his voice adds its weight to the doubt.

But here is what I have had to learn about my father. He says hard things because he is a man made of hard things. He has lived a life with very little softness in it, and he does not always know how to hand me something he has never received himself. The sentences that stung were the shape his love took when it got tangled up with his fear.

He pushed me because he believed I could be pushed. He expected more because he thought I was capable of more. Even the painful sentences were, underneath, a strange form of ambition on my behalf.

I have spent years trying to prove him wrong. And somewhere along the way, I realized I was also trying to prove him right. To become the version of myself he was too afraid, or too limited, to name out loud.

What I am still unlearning is the part where I believed, even for a second, that the limits he described were mine to carry forever. The love is real. That I know. What I am choosing to release is the weight of words that landed harder than he probably intended.

They are not his best words. But they are not the whole of him.

He is the man who sent me into the world with a standard. He is the man who taught me to learn with my eyes open. He is the man who stood at the back of a church and told me to carry the gifts to the altar with joy, even while he stayed in his seat. He is the man who dragged me across the world so I could see with my own eyes what was possible.

He is full of contradiction, the way most people who shape us are full of contradiction, giving us the best of themselves and the hardest of themselves sometimes in the same sentence.

I am old enough now to hold both things at once.

I keep the lessons. I keep the standard. I keep the push.

The parts that made me smaller, I am letting go. Slowly, carefully, with gratitude, because even those parts were trying, in their clumsy way, to prepare me for something.

Whatever he told me, he made me the person I am today.

And I am grateful for every single bit of it.

This week’s question

What did someone important teach you that you have never thought to question? And what did they say that you are still, quietly, working to outgrow?

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